O expatriate, you are a big tough actor

When I was a child, when someone came back from abroad, I would run and stand by his side.

I listened to foreign stories, foreign roads, foreign cultures, foreign people used their customs and they talked about all the advanced technology. I listened to them with my mind. There was a time when  someone returned to the country from abroad, the whole village would come to his house to see the expatriate man. Even if someone looked black, he would return beautiful.

There was no end to the curiosity about emigration, how many families were waiting for the emigration letter, one letter a month. Many used to record their voices on tape tapes. Tears welled up in the eyes of his wife, mother, father and siblings when he heard the voice of the beloved man sent from exile. They knew there was a lot of good abroad, not to worry about them.

When the plane flew in the sky with a sound, I looked with curiosity and wondered if I could fly too. When I heard the name foreign, I thought that those who live abroad do not know how happy they are. How well he eats good food, how much he sleeps in expensive bed.

The day I came abroad myself, the storm was raging inside my chest, all the ideas towards foreigners changed in an instant, the hobby of emigration vanished by lying on the hard bed of plywood on the iron bed at night. As soon as the catering food was put in the mouth, all the colorful alpana's that were in the minds of the expatriates changed. I thought about the water in the corner of my eye, I understood this abroad.

Some of us, fathers, uncles, brothers or relatives who we thought were very happy in foreign lands, in fact they are not happy. All my mistakes were broken, they actually pretended to be happy with us. At night, working hard in bed and biting insects, catering food and blood, they would return to the country and tell us fictional stories and false stories of being good.

Today I have also learned hard acting, because one means an expatriate, one is a tough actor. Those who can arrange it in a very beautiful and perfect way are good acting scripts.

Salute thousands, thousands

Wherever you are in exile,

You are not normal brothers

One is a big tough actor.